Worry about the future vs manifesting potential in the MOMENT

 

i've been doing a lot of worrying about the future lately. there's been a lot of debating over decisions and choices which i fear will impact and decide 'the rest of my life'. 

i came to realize that any hopes, opportunities, potentials and possibilities i was projecting and perceiving in my thoughts about 'the future' are actually here in the moment. if i want to live these words: potential, opportunity, possibility, hope, then i must let go of my thoughts and worries about the future and work with what i have here to make choices and decisions that are best for all those that occupy my world and reality in this moment of breath.

the opportunities, potentials and possibilities i have been projecting in some idea and thought about the future are not and cannot be real because all that's real exists in this moment where i can work with what i have and do things that consider all that is here to create outcomes that are best for all. 

all i have is the moment and in all of my worry and paranoia about making some kind of wrong decision about my 'future' i have been forgetting this fact and have not been recognizing the relevance of the moment. 

the 'worry about the future' had become an energy programming as a pattern of energy and thoughts that would start in my gut as a jolt of fear energy and would shoot up straight into my head to start some thought projection of a future, fueled by fear of making a wrong decision and how that might impact my potential, opportunities and possibilities in my life 'the future' and fear of facing regrets about whatever decisions i may have made. 

i did realize eventually that regardless of my 'mistakes' that i may have made in the past, all i can ever do is to use what i have in this moment and use my opportunity in this moment to make choices and decisions that are best for everyone and everything that's in my environment in this here moment. no matter what choices or decisions i may have made in the past that have brought me here. no matter which of those choices and decisions i've come to perceive as 'regrets' or 'mistakes', it doesnt take away the fact that my power is here in this moment to simply make the best choices and decisions that consider all that is here. all i have and all there is is the moment. 

in that context and from that perspective, there aren't really 'regrets', there is just what is here as my reality in and as this moment. how could i regret anything if I make sure that i make choices and decisions in moments that are best for all in the moment?

 

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